Ernest Williamson III
4 Poems, 5 Paintings
Nodes of True Fantasy
I don't like you
nor is the sun a god with an opinion
unless we denude opinions and deem
them
truth
well,
what I mean to say
is that I like you
not like me
but I do
seem to fancy you
not in my imagination
I mean
I
remember
watching you write
in your purple diary
on the steps of your brownstone
last Saturday night
you were lapping impatient
rain
drops
and your eyes were light
purple
hazel
mixed with
concern
concern for
what
your thoughts
were
telling you
things
like
why am I sitting
outside
in the rain
laughing
messing up my hair
again
on the weekend
knowing that a guy
is reading my heart
and spilling it poetically
pitifully
right
now
Within Excuses
limping lymph nodes
drab breasts with brown paint
pointing to the marsh bellow
above my droning
within my attempt to sing
peripatetic conga beats
kiss my tears
hell doesn't even long to suffer my soul
heaven admires my delight in utopia
though between the highs and lows
a caustic gray
subsumes normality
though reality
conforms to variables
especially
after 54 years of marriage
Walking In Paris
In my spare time
I sing in droves
to the lilies of the field
I touch their hands
gently
as I denounce my being
crushing my ego
while
wanting
ability
to sing without audience
wanting
the innocence of such
flowers
even while they
frown
and
float
unto
the ground
In my spare time
I've found more depth
to both the significance
and drab
pulse
of traveling in the rain
as the flooded earth
smothers my Rockport
boots
all the while
water leaking
from my
eyes
fail to match
the flow
from the sky
but at least
some time
some tears
some rain
passes my humanity
even when I forget
the thesis
of Life's prayer
Humility unto Life
Life unto Death
Death unto
more
spare
Time
Fabrics of A Still Life America
moments will be blessed
in the caricature of shame
sex will be lionized
and the basts
wading in the grayish
black
ocean
will pounce
and groan
with lust
as death regenerates
death
moments will be dialectical
mouthwash
mint eroding ringworm
sour cottage cheese
rank
dribbling
down
the mouth of a beast
but these are not
revelations
made unto a mystic
or a minion
because with you
in me
and around all of us
sin and digestion
have melted away
and seeped into the bast
into the sinking vessel
beneath the ocean
beneath the hue of life
beneath the kindred we birth
but only
for
a
moment